This pregnancy it's been very difficult for me, you guys know that I didn't planned this and Paul didn't like much of the idea at first. Well, the hardest part is that I'm happy for having a baby and getting everything ready for him, but I'm also confused and afraid. Afraid of not being a good mother, afraid because I don't know where my relationship with Paul is gonna lead us, I'm feeling kindda insecure, but I think it's natural for a pregnant woman, at least i hope it is...