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I'm not sure how I feel about something called a 'cuteweblog' but if I think about it hard enough I`find myself not caring. So here we are. Just as long as I have a place to put my thoughts. Today was fine. I talked to Prissy. I love her. I know it's crazy, but I'll never be able to go anywhere with her. Even after the surgery, even after I look fine... she's too far away. What's my thing for women that live far away. I've always liked long distance relationships. Maybe it's the fact that I can still get verbal affection without being seen. God, I can be really pathetic. I have low self esteem, but whatever. I don't care about it right now. I'm listening to Andi's new radio show. Blacktion Satisfaction will be though to be beat but his new show is called Earthlings must die, no doubt inspired by the b-movie antics of svengoolie, head of the family is the shit. That was a great night. I love chicago... so much better than all this.
Fuck pendleton, I want to live in a big city. Chicago is a perfect example of a place that I'd love to live in. The place I stayed when I visited Andi during the summer was literally 15 minutes from everything. I could go to china town, downtown, the ukrainian village, and damon avenue all in 15 minutes. It was amazing, that was one of the best weekends I've had in forever. This small town I live in now is awefull. It's nothing but whispers and backstabbing, nobody can do anything without everyone else finding out. It's just rediculous how critical people can be of each other. I'm guilty of it though... I can be really unforgiving sometimes. Really brutal. heh... I'm getting restless. Time to go do something stupid.
5:56 PM - Oct. 9, 2005
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